The morning of
Jade's death started with her
appearing normal and
energetic. Her appetite was
normal and her energy level was
high. I left for work at 7:30 a.m.
and came home at 5:00 p.m.
When I came home Jade was
panting, drooling, and very lethargic. As time went by she
became very weak and restless but she didn't appear to be in
pain. I called the vet and the only option was to put her to
sleep, but since she appeared to be in no pain we decided to
keep her home until morning. At 2:30am I woke to what I thought
was heavy snoring by Jade. I turned on the light and saw her on
her back eyes open having convulsions unable to respond. My
heart was breaking and I tried to comfort her. Her bladder
released as I was getting her ready to take her to an emergency
vet center to end her now apparent suffering. She made one
excruciating cry as I was taking her to the car. I arrived at
the vet 30 minutes later but Jade did not survive the trip.
Jade was 4 years old and she was my baby.
I regret not having her put to sleep. I was told by her doctor
that she wouldn't have any pain, but that last night will haunt
me forever. It was so sudden, from apparent normalcy to death in
less than 24 hours.
Jade is missed and my heart is broken. I
am a 32-year old man with no children of my own. I have lost my
best friend and only child.